If I've said this before, I'm sorry, but this is really what I feel. I like going to reservist. Some say it's a waste of time, others lament the amount of work waiting for them when they return back to their office. For me, it's precisely because in the army, I do not have to be responsible for my time that I find it so refreshing. How does that make sense? I'm usually a very time conscious person who fills my time to the brim with not much not much wastage. Time is accountable to me, because I have precious little to waste it. I know my exact per hour rate (due to the nature of my work), hence I always end up with a tinge of guilt whenever I'm not working as hard as I could be.
That's very stressful, isn't it? Pushing yourself to limits all the time. ......