As I get older in age, hopefully more mature in thinking, I realized that I’m more and more comfortable with being myself. When I was younger, there’s a lot of insecurities because there’s a lot of people that you feel that you ought to model after and ought to follow, maybe sometimes also to lead. I think I was young and likely impressionable, so whoever is successful in whatever ways, I would like to model after him or her. As a result of such imprinting in my earlier years, I’ve a mish-mash of characteristics that I think is good for me in my development as a human being. It’s not always easy to change your own characteristics, because it takes a lot of effort to do so and requires a lot of change. And change always require much much more than just passively following, isn’t it? It requires you to …