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To help you help me more, these are the answer to your questions:
1. I invest or speculate for the sake of making double what i take home every month, over the last few years, i actually make 40k a month from market when timing is good.
2. I would like to do what you do as a income investor, but i just cannot get over the fact that you actually allow your buy price to drop and continue to average down during a crisis. that does not make any sense to me.
3. that is why i resorted to punting hit-and-run style of most time the last 7 years as a speculator. but now that i got slap twice both on the left and right cheek, it seems pointless to continue this style ...
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