RELAX. Return to myself.

 
Seriously, when I was at my previous workplace. I always wonder why my HOD is so serious, and care so much about what others think or say. I more “潇洒”,then, they say what they want lor.
 
Now that I am in her shoes. I totally understand her. First, there is some image at play here. When I first did a presentation in my new workplace, I managed to get everyone crackling in laughter. I was rather proud of myself, but was told off by my P and reminded by my colleague not to talk “nonsense”
 
Also, truth to be told, there are many areas I am not strong at, and because I have a bigger role and job scope now, those things which I used to do well are more poorly executed now.
 
It’s really like dejay vau, when my assistant for House of Horror told …