I find it quite interesting that being an unambitious loser is a problem. I mean... I really don't care and I really love to identify myself as one. I get comments especially from my mum about my current lifestyle. She doesn't say it straight out. But she hints at my lack of ambition and idleness. And usually, I get agitated. Somehow I have this expectation that she'd understand and leave me alone. And basically that's what I want. Just for people to leave me alone. Or I will leave them alone. And that's really simple with friends. Most of my friends don't bother about my lifestyle. Or maybe it's cos I've selected very few people whom I classify as friends. And for people who don't understand me. Or they can't keep an open mind that other lifestyles exist, I just leave them alone. And it's really easy to lose contact with people. And it's very easy to filter ......