I’m thinking of leaving my first job.

Looking back, it was a struggle finding my first job. While peers started getting job offers and accepting them one by one, I was still attending interviews waiting for that one offer.

I only started my job 4 months after my graduation. That also meant I earned 4 months less salaries than some in my life ????

I still remember my parents worrying if I’d secure a job. I could see it from their faces. I remember feeling disappointed with myself because I wanted to earn my own keep and start giving them allowances. I also remembered that arsehole cousin who said that my degree is worthless which was why I couldn’t find a job (but it’s ok. I’m probably earning more than her right now).

Somehow, there was this fear that the longer you stay unemployed, the more difficult it is to find …