One more month left until the end of 2018. It’s time that I start reflecting on my achievements for this year. Soon, you will also see my expenses report, goal review and the final portfolio update in preparation for new goals in 2019. I still have one month to accomplish my goals for the year and I’m wondering how I will feel after 2018 have passed.

Will I be upset or elated over my experiences? Somehow, I feel that self-fulfillment has been something that I’ve always struggled with. Since young, I’ve been taught to be competitive and aim for higher achievements (e.g. getting better results when I’ve already gotten 85/100 for a test), but when will I ever find the silver lining? It is probably something deeper inside me that I have to deal with.

But anyway, I’ll put reflection aside for now – or a month – and focus …