When do you realise you were in love with a company:  when the analysis you did was full of risks and you said its seem fine, when the competitor share price beats 52 week high and your company is flat maintaining 52 weeks low, and you said fine,when you said their new business has some sort of potential and you are willingly to wait for it,when you realise you may want to sell and you feel you felt so heartbroken,when you know this is the US market and you keep saying their quantitative numbers are significant undervalued.
Yes. I will do it tonight. Bye bye my beloved.
Nevertheless, it really makes me feel LIKE SHIT yesterday and last night I went on a spending spree.
Sounds like someone who is trying to walk out of a heartbreak. 
Everything started yesterday as I wrote out my thoughts which I