31 January 2026. End of 1st month in 2026. I'm proud of myself for trying - trying to fill my life with more new activities. I felt I've been cruising along, and "wasting" my time for years since covid. Events in my life has made me weak. I lost hp, but took potions along the way to grow it back, and I accumulated more xp and levelled up. I am now learning to add more sparkles into my calendar. In this month, I went for health screening, went for makeup class (which was more of a product pushing/mlm sales pitch), started seeing a woman's health physiotherapist to improve my body, attended workshop on investing, went for a community tour, went for a church tour, and now - hoping to learn crocheting. All in attempt to be less idle, learn something new, and tell myself - my job is not my identity. Internalising this idea is still a work in progress. I guess because I've not much going on in life...